To the reader
Well This is my page. My page. I've have written every piece of lyric here, unless I mention otherwise.My name is Anna.
I love the Backstreet Boys. They are my favorite band in the whole world. I've been a fan for eight years.And my favorite
member is Kevin Richardson.And Im 17 now, currently a senior in Midwood Highschool. Im taking Calculas and Ap Italian. I live
in Brooklyn, New York City. I haven't met all of them but I would do anything to meet them someday!! They are my inspiration
and everything.
My lyrics are special to me because I write everything from my heart. Im an ordinary teen and I know what life is like
and I can write songs based on my experiences and other fellow friends. I love lyrics because they make me free and they connect
ith my soul. They spread love and share the pain and happy times I go thru in life. I write about everything. Every feeling
and experience i go thru. Cuz it all adds up.
Anyway, my dream is to show them to someone. Spread my lyrics worldwide. I want to make a difference in the world for
the better. I want to unite people. I want to go to the music biz someday with my lyrics. And my biggest dream is that if
I meet Kevin someday he will read my lyrics and help me compose a song someday, since he plays the piano.I have met Kevin
Scott Richardson and he is soo nice and down to earth and adorable. His hugs are frigging awesome!
Anyway if you want to see my pics go to my myspace.
wwww.myspace.com/lilpopgurl513
Anyway, for now, Happy Reading!!
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or on AIM at lilpopgurl513
Tell me what you think if you like to contact me.
I hope you like them and my lyrics have connected with experiences that you have felt or went through one way or another.Have
fun!




Kevin Richardson hugging me |
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He hugged me and hes so nice and adorable and warm. |















Music
Written by Anna Bellone
My song is called Music.
Music
Verse One
There's a song inside of me that plays on continuously.
I wonder how this feeling surges through my body constantly.
Such a feeling of completion.
Can't exactly say how I feel this way.
But every harmony and melody resounds in me.
I have found out long ago that lyrics are my key.
Pre Chorus
It's an incredible high that I can't describe.
It's the minute I realize it's a part of me for life.
Chorus
Music is my life, it's my solitude deep inside.
It's the only truth I ever known.
It's who I am everyday.
My love for it will never fade.
It unites the world for a positive cause.
It's perfect with every melody that is sung.
It diminishes all wars, It is the love of my life.
And it has always been in front of my eyes.
I will protect it everyday until the end of time.
Verse Two
I used to stay at home when I was younger.
Used to blast my radio to fill the hunger.
There's an endless need of peace and serenity.
That flows through every inch of me.
It illuminated my world with different colors.
Paints a picture that is such a wonder.
Pre Chorus
No matter how hard I try, I can't fight it.
Everyone knows deep down inside, they can't deny it.
Chorus
Music is my life, it's my solitude deep inside.
It's the only truth I ever known.
It's who I am everyday.
My love for it will never fade.
It unites the world for a positive cause.
It's perfect with every melody that is sung.
It diminishes all wars, It is the love of my life.
And it has always been in front of my eyes.
I will protect it everyday until the end of time.
Bridge
And it has lead me down dark roads.
But my trust and love for it won't let go.
I was undecided and alone.
But the warmth of love is embedded my soul .
It makes the world go around.
Breakdown
Everyone sing La La La La.
Music is here to stay. Makes the world a better place.
Spread all the love around. Unite all nationalities.
Spread the love, peace and tranquility .
The gift of song is an amazing gift.
Using it to write and sing is my only wish.
Now I know deep inside.......
Chorus
Music is my life, it's my solitude deep inside.
It's the only truth I ever known.
It's who I am everyday.
My love for it will never fade.
It unites the world for a positive cause.
It's perfect with every melody that is sung.
It diminishes all wars, It is the love of my life.
And it has always been in front of my eyes.
I will protect it everyday until the end of time.
He Is My Man
Last Attempt to staying alive
Song at the moment:
Ophelia
Bethany Joy Lenz
Woe is me
Something dramatic like that
I could be Opheila
Loves labour lost before it began
I'm not trying to be clever
I'm just saying what I am
Ophelia
Oh I'm turning over will
And I'm cleaning up this holy mess I've made
Everything is fine
Everything's okay
Everybody loves a fool
Everybody walks away
Everybody walks away
Ooh my love
Ooh lies
This has been such a sad affair
Such a sad affair
Oh and here I go again
I'm sinking in my faithlessness and fear
Everything is fine
Everything's okay
Everybody loves a fool
Everybody walks away
Everybody walks away
Oh I'm turning over will
And I'm cleaning up this holy mess I've made
I... I wanna feel your arms around me
I wanna know your love is real
I wanna give you all you've given to me
But I'm still afraid to kneel to you
Woe is me
Something dramatic like that
I could be Ophelia
Taylor Hicks
Places I've been
TAYLOR HICKS LYRICS
"Places I've Been"
I think of all the places I've been
it always comes down to one thing
The only place I want to be
is with you
I think of all the faces Ive seen
and though they all mean something to me
The only face I want to see
belongs to you
All the places I've been meant nothing
They were nowhere
'cause you were not there
Everything I've been through
Everything before you
Was just time moving on
with no meaning
You're what was missing
I think of all the people I've known
Some I've loved with all of my soul
But the one that I have loved the most is you
I think of all the things that I've learned
and after all the pages I've turned
the only place I want to turn is to you
All the places i've been meant nothing
They were nowhere
'cause you were not there
Everything I've been through
Everything before you
was just time moving on with no meaning
You're what was missing
I think of all the places I've been
and it always comes down to one thing
The only palce I want to be is with you
And after everything that I've done
And after everyone that I've loved
The only thing I know is true
The only place I want to be is with you
The only place I want to be is with you
The only place I want to be is with you
Verse One
3 am in my room, thinking of you.
Crying myself to sleep, as usual.
Hiding this pain from everyone else.
Behind these closed doors, losing all my sleep tonight.
Pre Chorus
I wish you can see me as I cry.
Witnessing a part of me die.
Would you care? Would you reach out your hand?
Chorus
The pain I feel, burns my heart to pieces.
The memories float in the air above me.
I have no strenght without you by my side.
I'm scared to be alone in my own misery.
I don't want to face reality because I 've lost the one truth I ever known.
Verse Two
Trying to find myself in this darknered world.
Searching in my soul for a reason to go on
Lost without your light in your green eyes.
My spirit has fallen through the cracks this time, without your giudance.
( Losing the courage I once had)
Pre chorus repeat
chorus repeat
Bridge
Haunted by the ghost of you, it;s killing me everyday.
I continuously losing my way.
Waiting for you whisper in my sleep that will finally set me free form this nightmare.
I'm never good enough for anyone.
So until you come my way, I'll wait here and say...
Chorus repeat
Im tired of these stupid lies.
I hate you so much.
Men are so rich and keeping their money for themselves.
Everyone is so fucking selfish.
Pushing me back and forth like some kind of vodoo doll.
I dont see the light
Im giving up this dream of you and me.
You seduce me to believe.
I hate you, go away.
I dont want to see your face here ever again!
Stop haunting me in my dreams.
I cant hold onto you anymore.
I dont care about you cuz you betrayed me.
I have to fight with my soul to get where I want to go.
And you're not holding my hand, you're hurting me so deeply.
You don't care about me.
And If I have to make it until the top,I have to go by myself.
And if you drop dead, I dont give a shit.
I wish I never knew you.
NEW SONG!
Taking one chance
Verse one
I wish we can talk more often, then starry glances across the room
I wish I wasnt shy to admit how I feel
To just dive into this world
But I guess that's what makes me who I am
If you tried to break down my defenses, Im sure I would give in
Because it gets so lonely by myself all the time.
Fake a smile just to get by and feel allright
Chorus
Youre so funny and cool. And all I wanna do is trust you.
Cuz everytime I admit my feelings, guys never feel the same.
And i got hurt and burned, if you want my story.
I wish someone out there would see, who I am really am.
That i'm worth the risk for once in their lives
Can you see me?
Can you see my soul?
Its prom night and Im dolled up
Wondering if I got some luck in my back pocket
Should I tag you along and ask you to dance, sending you mix messages?
Or should I just sit here?
So when I'll reach home, I'll regret that chance.
Of not doing what I wanted too
And it will linger on like that time before.
I remember that memory too well.
OO I wish i could understand myself sometimes
Not complatating every risk Im bound to take.
And what if I talk to you?
Would be surprised?
What if I walk away?
Would I kick myself in the ass for never knowing what could have been or will I move on?
Cuz Ive been waiting too long
And I feel vunerable with my heart on the line for the thousandth time.
And secretly, all this time, Ive been thinking about you
And i hate it when it back fires.
And i dont want to waste my tears on another guy.
And I wish I could mean something to anyone in this world
Tonight
So can you please look into my eyes for this time and tell me what you're feeling?
Cuz I can't take all this waiting anymore.
And trust me, I won't hate you if you don't feel the same.
I'll just save my love like I have before.
Store it up and save it when I need it.
For times like these.
It can keep me warm everynight and to give me strenght in my heart and soul.
*sighs*
He is my man
I tried to comprehend it all for hours.
Overwhelmed by the sight of him.
His eyes are perfect and his smile is breathless.
Can he be real?
All the passion and love inside of me the he has held.
Oh how my body yearns for him everyday and night.
But in this instant, I saw the man I loved.
All these beautiful wonderful,blessed years.
So I'll try to write a perfect song.
To proclaim my love for you.
That will capture the beauty of your soul.
Cuz when I go to bed, I realize...
CHORUS
He is my man ! Even though we are oceans are apart.
He is my man. When no one understands me.
He is my man. Even though I saw him that one night.
I just know he is forever in my life.
He's the only one i ever loved so i don't care what anyone says.
There were so many times before,I've given up the last drop of hope in my soul.
Then his loved spread into me like an eagle in the sky.
Critics claim Im crazy but who are they to judge a woman's love this deep?
You could never understand what Im saying because you'd have to experience it from my point of view.
Words can't capture how I feel.
I love him so deeply.
I would never let him go
NEW
December 12, 2006
MY HOME
Verse One
How can I put into words what I feel for you?
The simplicity of this feeling is yet so complex.
And I don't know why.
And I don't mind at all ...How your love strings my heart along for the ride.
Cuz I've been blessed since I was 8 to see your sexy face hanging on my bedroom wall for years.
And people tell me , it's just a memory.
But I believe music is the key to my life.
I've learned that with you by my side.
Chorus
You taught me that I need to stay the way I am.
And you showed me had your love will never leave me.
Although we are miles apart, you can never break my heart.
Because your strenght is inside of me.
And I felt your soul when you held me.
For that one moment, I still believe.
You held me for who I am on November 14, 2006.
And tears of joy fill my eyes when I proclaim my love for you.
Because you are my home until the end of time.
Verse
People laughed at me through the years because Backstreet's popularity fell. But I stuck with them for so many years.
And I've learned from my fellow fans around the world how they inspired and impacted our lives!
And when I had no oppunity left.
I lived to see the day when I would meet you.
Just to see the expression on your face.
I would give everything for you.
Would cry for you and comfront you.
I just want you to give my love to you, endlessly.
You are the reason I live .
To make you proud .
And I push myself daily
To make my dreams come true.
You give me strength how can I ever repay?
I live for you.
Chorus repeat
And when I go to sleep at night
I pray that you're okay.
And thank God for your love everyday.
My new songs about Kevin
( after meeting him )
My love for you/ I believe
My love for you
July 14, 2006
I've seen your face in my dreams
Won't deny the truth I feel from your soul.
You make me feel beautiful and free. In my skin.
I can be all that I am.
The love I have for you is indescriable, undenable. because it's so strong.
Chorus
I want to look into your eyes and feel the sky within my reach. You give me the strenght to live, to believe in love.
I want you from the depts of my soul and this urge won't let go. I feel your soul through mine And then I realize I'm going
to love you all my life.
It seems like I knew you forever. And I just needed life through your eyes.
Your green eyes have captured my heart since the moment i first saw your face.
You are my life. I envision you as being the perfect man because I can not wait for the day I can hug you and say "
Baby you are finally here." ( That already happened hehe)
Chorus repeat
Bridge
I feel the breath you breathe. Let your heart be apart of me. You have blessed my life and I wish I can spend one day
with you. You're an angel and I can never let you go. You have unlocked me . You have the key to my heart....
I believe
( This I wrote yesterday. And this is my first official song since I met Kevvy.)
You touch my soul and I can breathe in.
You give me your strenght that I need.
And sometimes, my spirit starts to fall through but I live on because of you.
... To be in your arms, to call your name.
The warmth of you touches me.
I've waited so long, patiently.
Can you believe it too?
To see your eyes in real life.
To have you listen to every word I utter.
It means so much to be embraced finally
You have no idea, I finally feel complete.
CHORUS
And I've been waiting and praying for this day.
Now I'm here in front of you. I'm in a dream
And you allowed me to express my love for you.
My gratitude is priceless
You respect me and my soul. How I want you so.
All I know is that from this moment .. I have seen the truth.
I've been blessed because of you.
To see my life through new eyes, to be reborn.
To know my life has a a new meaning, I won't stop believing in you.
Cuz only I know what I feel for you.
Critics may say I'm crazy or I'm over my head.
But you don't know what it's like until you believe.And I know your in my dreams when I'm sleeping.And you giude me to
my destination.
Just don't let go cuz I would be lost without your pure love
Chorus repeat
Bridge
( Can you) stay with me?
( Will you) listen to my cries?
I know I love you more than I can explain
I wish I could remember the scent of you...
And I can't believe I hugged you so many times....
You comforted me through my greatest fears.
And giuded me with your hand
I believe in your song.
Till the day I die
( You're my truth)
You're my life
You're everything I wanted to be.
The love of my life.. yeah yeah yeah.......
NEW SONG!!
Who are you?You always come back again.
And I'm afraid of falling for you. Like Dejuvu.
Yeah, you act sweet but burn in the inside.
Well, that's changed. No more, am I slave to what you have to say.
I miss you how things used to be. But I've learned to accept the truth as it is, it can't be changed.
( Who's to blame?)
Yeah, I used to run laps around you.
Smile at every word you'd say.
And last year, I didn't think of us talking again.
You were outta my mind cuz I was pissed @ you.
Chorus
But now I look back at what I had.
And the memories aren't here.
And even if I don't care about you anyway.
I guess one thing is gonna remain the same.
You're always gonna be there.
Somewhere where I can find you.
Let the seasons roll around. Words at the tip of my tongue.
But I deny my feelings cuz i know better.
Take me for granted, if you choose but pay for the consquences.
I feel indifferent towards you, but Im afraid of getting close to you.
I gotta pay attention and be careful.
Verse One
I've been broken down, so many times before.
And my heart's been fragile on the floor.
I'll let people come and walk on top of me.
No one's cared to pick it up and take me away.
But today I stand here for me.
I quit complaining on my knees.
And tears have dried up on the inside
For I'm moving on today.
I'll throw out all the pictures of memories
Broken me, it's all so long ago..
Chorus
I've come such a long way from home.
And you know It's fine to be alone.
I realized over time that faith can set you free.
If you just be yourself, no matter what.
Friends come and go.
But I know my family has made me who I am.
With their love.. I can carry on.
And everyday when the sun rises,
I know that my music is a part of me.
Verse Two
They have seen that i have changed.
With my over emotional days.
Dragging my feet along until I heard that song to let it go.
Just let the past dissolve away.
I'm breaking free. yeah.
Cuz I got my own soul.
And my own will to do whatever i want.
I'm declaring my indenpence today.
I said, No one's gonna stay in my way.
Hey, yeah
Chorus
I've come such a long way from home.
And you know It's fine to be alone.
I realized over time that faith can set you free.
If you just be yourself, no matter what.
Friends come and go.
But I know my family has made me who I am.
With their love.. I can carry on.
And everyday when the sun rises,
I know that my music is a part of me.
(Oh) You might have a stop in the road. Voices telling you to let go.
(oh) But you don't know what will happen, if you don't try.
Yeah.
Find that comfront in you life.
That safest place to hide
that helps you carry on in this ordinary life.
Whatever it may be, just follow home to your heart.
Cuz you'll be right at the start ( giggles) Yep.
Chorus
I've come such a long way from home.
And you know It's fine to be alone.
I realized over time that faith can set you free.
If you just be yourself, no matter what.
Friends come and go.
But I know my family has made me who I am.
With their love.. I can carry on.
And everyday when the sun rises,
I know that my music is a part of me.
Don't let go.
Ever.
Just have the will to go.
Throw the past away.
Don't make it hurt you everyday....(softly)
She has so many dreams in her heart
She needs to fill the world with her prescence. She's in love.
She never felt like this before. Her heart is spinning through open doors.
Baby, don't take it slow. I'm letting go.
And if he can only see what he has done to me.
He can understand how he untangled my webs.
He has made me free in my skin. And I can live up to my potential.
So baby, I just wanna say....
Words can't express what you mean to me.
Miracles in my life make me believe.
When I go to bed and pray, I thank God I'm okay.
And I see you're my angel.
You protected my soul.Deep down I don't feel alone.
You confronted my every fear and I need to be where you are.
Because You make me want to live.
With Jesus's good grace beside me.
So I sat in my room, looking at your pictures.
Smiling because you got me.
You got me because you set passionate sparks of fire.
Your love takes me higher.
Wrapped around all these things I want to do with you.
Makes me want to give you all thats inside of me.
I see your soul inside-ouside.
And I want to feel you love floating through me.
Like vibrant colors in the sky, I feel like you can my husband for life.
Your qualities are so true.
I feel so absorbed, so pure.
It's a feeling that will stay in my burning heart of mine.
Baby, I wanna scream and rejoice.
Let me tell you.
Words can't express what you mean to me.
Miracles in my life make me believe.
When I go to bed and pray, I thank God I'm okay.
And I see you're my angel.
You protected my soul.Deep down I don't feel alone.
You confronted my every fear and I need to be where you are.
Because you make me want to live.
With Jesus's good grace beside me.
So take my hand and express every single thought you have.
Let it all flow.
Cause I know I want you so bad.
And you want me too.
Baby, I wanna give my world to you.
And give you all my love till I can't no more.
You got me on your strings.
I never loved a man so much before.
And that's the way I love you.
Deeper then all the oceans combained, my love is uncontained.
I can't explain it.
Words can't express what you mean to me.
Miracles in my life make me believe.
When I go to bed and pray, I thank God I'm okay.
And I see you're my angel.
You protected my soul.Deep down I don't feel alone.
You confronted my every fear and I need to be where you are.
Because you make me want to live.
With Jesus's good grace beside me.
Just stay with me . Hold me tight, don't leave me.
I'll give you my life till the day I die.
You have showed me the truth in my life.
And your love can giude my way.
On and on till the end of time.
Cause baby, you are mine. yeah.
Wrapped around all these things I want to do with you.
Makes me want give you all thats inside of me.
I see your soul inside-ouside.
And I want to feel you love floating through me.
Like vabribent colors in the sky, I feel like you can my husband for life.
Your qualities are so true.
This is about my misery and tears I've cried when I found out when Kevin Richardson left BSB on June
24, 2006. I miss him...
Unforgettable You
Im standing in my room and I feel so alone.
My soul has scars that I can not reveal.
For I've fallen to the bottom this time.
Without you here, the world is still to me.
Every quality is from you.
You made me feel beautiful.
Chorus
I don't want to live anymore.
Because I need to feel breathe you breathe.
Your soul encaptured inside of me.
I just want to be with you.
I can't look at the memories because I know you're not there anymore. I need your body and
your soul, giuding me always. I can barely breathe. I cry myself to sleep at night. Can you hear me? I just love you too much
that my heart aches. Why did you leave me like this? Just give me strenght to go on...
You're my reoccuring nightmare.
Like a ghost that captures me.
I want you.
I want you so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Saying goodbye to my pop fantansy
After all these years, You stayed here with me.
And I have had my life filled with grace.
And the strenght you gave me made me carry on.
Cuz I loved you with all my soul.
All the tears and laughter I've shared. The memories won't leave me.
I loved you from head to toe. You made me feel beautiful. You pushed me to be me.
Chorus
The gift you gave to me is amazing, intoxicating.
I have loved you for everything you have done.
You sold millions of records and I thought you cared..
Now I see the truth, that I wasn't even there.
Tears filled my face and anguish flushed my soul.
Why did you let go like this?( we believed in you)
It's not fair, You'll always be my one.
In my Heart.
Verse Two
All the interviews, all the gifts, all the concerts worldwide...
I thought I would finally get to see you face to face.
Everything slips away. Like the man I saw in your soul. I have so many unanswered questions. Can't
sleep at night...
Because now I know...
I will never meet you.
You will not embrace me.
And I thought you were forever true to us...
Chorus repeat
Bridge
Yeah, I know you're not popular anymore.
But who gives a shit?
Because you had Number 1 fans.
All I ever wanted was to see your grace.
I saw my reflection in your eyes.
I'm no one in the crowd.., when you open your eyes.
Just a girl wiht an ambition.
Please don't haunt me in my dreams.
I can't see you anymore.
It hurts my soul so bad...
Why can't you see?
My baby.. from the moment I saw your face. Captured your sweet promises in your eyes and you lit
up my sky.
Right now, I'm angry and confused.
Please forgive me , My love.
I will try to love you forever.
Like I said before.
... Just give me the will to go on....again..
My angel...
Verse One
ooh I feel so pure finally.
I love you from the depts of my soul
I can glance in the mirror and feel complete.
No makeup can hide my tainted skin.
I fall onto you.
Chorus
I want your body and soul.
You got my heart from "Hello."
Come touch me, You can set me free.
Dare to love me for who I am.
If you want too.
verse Two
I cherish even though you are far away.
I want to dictate my feelings through.
Can you hear me?
I long to touch you because You have set me free.
You make me cry tears of joy, everytime I hear your name
Chorus repeat
I've been blessed for so long.
You have giuded me through the perilous life.
Be my strenght, be my giude.
Everyday, make me safe.
Chorus
I close my eyes in the dark of the night.
And I breathe in the air.
Theres a sense of calmness fixed inside my head.
As I have my head on my pillow, I stare at the pictue of you.
And I remember how we used to be.
It used to be so beautiful and alive.
I remember the scent of your skin.
It graced my face and spread through my hair.
And as I followed you over there...
You left me hanging on a thread.
Nothing could have been said.
Like Words agaisnt words.
It went on and on.
I don't want to hate you..
Cuz Im a better person.
You took my heart for granted.. Ill swear .. I wont give it away again.
I learned the lesson as it burned into my soul.
It's not fair I cant find someone to love.
You play these games expecting me to believe.
I fall head over feet Blinded by your prescence.
No.No. No.
Chorus repeaT
And Yes i fel beaten on the gound.
Left here bruised so deep inside.
Noone can talk me out of this.
I loved you and you drift with the air.
Into the rest of the world.
And I try to grasp you..
I sun coming it out.
And I must left you go.
Because it's not meant to be...
I'll protect my own heart.
Chorus repeat
NEW SONG!
You're here.I feel you around me, in the wind. You fill my soul with awe. And
you leave me searching for you, constantly. I know you changed me.
And if I stand alone, I shall not be afraid.
For you are here. I always felt this way. And I love your voice. I feel unifed with you, as one. Touched by your
love.
Chorus I want to stay here if I can find you. I want to embrace you and hug you. For you are to
me , the most beautiful man I've seen. And can't deny my love for you cuz I'm amazed by every littler thing you do.. You
make me believe.
And I like your green emerald eyes that always are giuding my way... And Isee deep into your soul.
For everything you are and stand for.
You make me believe when my caves in and Im lost with the inner sastifaction to go on, to survive.
You light my sky up.
And every song I listen too. I always imagine you next to me.Singing lalabyes and beatuful songs to
my soul.
I feel connected with you, as one.
You know that everyone loves you.
Chorus I want to stay here if I can find you. I want to embrace you and hug you. For
you are to me , the most beautiful man I've seen. And can't deny my love for you cuz I'm amazed by every littler thing
you do.. You make me believe.
For the first moment, I've been captured and memorized by your voice and you're capilibity.
I wish someone love me for who I am. I see the strenght you gave for me, continusely.
Family Problem
Verse One-
Tell me what's your problem now? I'll try to solve it somehow.
I wake up everyday with my world upside down.
Never a moment that I could put my feet on solid ground.
Always in a rush trying to regain what I lost.
Feels like I'm stuck in the middle.
And I try to stand my ground.
But, mommy this has gone on way too much.
Yelling and screaming about us.
Not getting along with Daddy.
I don't understand.
Is it my fault to blame?
Chorus
Someone take me away from this pain.
Falling and crying all over again.
I need an escape. I need love.
If the marriage doesn't work, it's a shame.
Just get a divorce and walk away.
I'll be okay... alone. Like I always have been.
Verse Two
My daddy used to be a tall man.
With his perspectives straight and a heart full of love.
And mommy used to be so warm. You can it feel it as soon as you walked in the door.
But somethings changed.
I see it when they look at me.
That dissappointed look that won't set me free.
Such high expections that have fallen down below.
What happened to the vow when people said "I do?"
Where's the love?
Chorus repeat
Bridge
Somehow I'll have the strenght to move on.
I'll try to bury the past when it's gone.
Love has become something tangled.
Why do kids have to grow up like this?
Is any family perfect anymore?
All I want is love from a family....
Chorus repeat
I had to write this for english class based on "Hamlet" by Shakespear...
To love or not to love...that is the question.
We have our hearts that have an eternal fire to be taken by someone.
Yet, we are qiuck to close our precious hearts and turn away.
We are qiuck to judge and fall forward with our emotions.
And sometimes, we suffer from rejection, if it happens.
The rejection that haunts our minds and consumes our thoughts.
Making our mind ponder, with reasons round and round.
What did I do wrong?
Should I hate this lover?
Did I give all my love away?
We must confide in ourself and grieve for as long as it may take.
Us, ( women) give all hearts away freely. (I) learn to have no regret.
The consquences are harsh as we cry and cry trying to escape this pain.
But, finally, slowly, we see a light emerge from the darkness of night.
Like the sun rising with a forceful red satin sheet and we are giuded towards the truth.
The truth that we realize that we are still here.
We must bury the past from the present
Expanding forward into these grand, vast seas of life.
We must have faith, hope and to keep important things closer to us.
I have lost my once illuminated dreams to come, but I gained my strength and courage.
I got up from my feet and started to live again and feel again.
For if we don't have someone, we will grow to hate the world.
Hate turns into anger and covers our land with a black sheet of jeasously and disregard.
It is not the justified way to live.
So, love and live with no regrets and learn from life, itself.
For in the end, we all have a different story.
And I choose to love because it's the worth the pain that may come.
And because I face everyday, with the hope for a new tommorow.
Looking around p
* need to be finished*
Closed up deep within.
"Don't let go again." she said.
He never listened to a word she said.
"Always believed in you." she whispered.
She looked into his eyes, felt her whole life pass her by.
All the memories i gave you , all the dreams we shared go
down the drain again.
What's the point of giving my heart away?
If everytime i try, i get nothing in return.
Men tose my heart around like a toy.
Getting Over You
This i wrote in the summer while I was in Italy.
Verse One
It took me awhile to get here.
I told all my girls, "Im over you."
But, see youve got to understand the memories linger in my head.
Rollercoster ride,all the time. Over and Over again.
And theres a moment when it all comes back to me.
Even though you didnt feel the same way.
I still wanted to be with you.
Chorus
It floods into me, everything that I saw with you.
And I sat alone, crying a river full of tears.
Sometimes it went on forever.
The nights when I lost the best of me, I still remember.
And I lost so much, I went nowhere.
I have a smile on face, you cant take it away.
But this is what it feels like to get over you.
Day by day, I realize Im gonna be okay.
Verse Two
You still have parts of me.
You used to put a smile on my face.
It slowly faded as you drifted away.
First loves are a burning flame.
And I believed everything you said.
I was niave to every feeling.
Suddenly the world became cold.
And I didnt want to see, breathe, hear what they said about me.
And I saw your face, left unchanged....
An emptiness crept in my heart.
And the days when I missed you meant nothing as lived.
I felt vunerable to everything and numb to this pain.
Ill never be the same. ....
I tried to seek comfort and you closed that from me too.
And I wanted to fix everything.
Didnt want to let you go.
You made me do it.
But its better cuz I got my friends right where I left them.
Chorus - repeat
Brigde
The pain subsides now.
I survived the fall and I hated you.
I dont regret a single day. I saw the world in a new perspective.
You brought a thousand rainbows in my sky.
You made me alive.
But Im still breathing without you.
And it feels so good. Yeah.
My world is different now.
I try harder.
I dont think of you as much as I used to.
You'll always be in my heart.


Addicted
Verse One
What is this feeling?
This feeling that makes my knees weak, everytime you speak.
I want to be with you so bad.
But you haunt me,constantly.
Why do I go round and round in circles?
Contemplating, everything.
I want to see you, I'd do anything.
But why won't you leave my mind?
Why can't I leave you behind?
Chorus
Because I love you too much.
Too much to let go.
Wrapped around you more and more.
Save me please before I lose everything.
Touch me now and tell me I'm alive.
I want you.But I can't ever have you.
And I'm denying everything.
Because I only want you to want me too.
Verse Two
And this happens all the time.
First I love, then i hate.
Get away from me if you don't love me.
But I want to look into your eyes
So please stay.
Please stay.
Chorus
Because I love you too much.
Too much to let go.
Wrapped around you more and more.
Save me please before I lose everything.
Touch me now and tell me I'm alive.
I want you.But I can't ever have you.
And I'm denying everything.
Because I only want you to want me too.
Bridge
I can't find my way.
Stuck with all these emotions.
All because of you.
And I laugh and smile when I look at you,
but I'm lost without you.
What is this thing?
Why am I so addicted to you?
Addicted to you...
Chorus
Because I love you too much.
Too much to let go.
Wrapped around you more and more.
Save me please before I lose everything.
Touch me now and tell me I'm alive.
I want you.But I can't ever have you.
And I'm denying everything.
Because I only want you to want me too.
Save me I dont want to cry anymore.
This pain is too much to bear,
what's wrong with me?
I still need you here with me.
I'll just close my eyes, hope for another day..
My Backstreet Boys songs
I wrote songs about them a couple of months ago =)This one is about the whole group.
Verse 1
Sitting here, not the same as I was before.
Ive let my life pass me by but now everythings fine
I see a new light in this life.
I see the joy all around me.
And I closed myself in.
Suffocated myself when I wanted to breathe.
I didnt want to let go my past.
But I see music evolve around me.
Chorus
And I can breathe in with no regrets.
Your music filled me with love.
And the horizon is colored with your names.
And I owe so much to you.
If you only knew...You made me alive.
Verse Two
I had myself locked in my room for months.
And I cried tears and was unhappy.
Lost the will to try.
Yeah, the publicity closes you in
But you guys shine, even in the night.
Youve grown with me.
And Im not ashamed for who I am .
Your grace has changed me.
Chorus
And I can breathe in with no regrets.
Your music filled me with love.
And the horizon is colored with your names.
And I owe so much to you.
If you only knew...You made me alive.
Bridge
And if everythings end , I still got you.
And I see the sun with an afterglow.
And I love you inside my heart.
With these unspoken words, I could just look at you.
The truth is so refreshing.
Because youre still out there, alive.
Youre a part of me till the day I die.
Everything you do..... changed me from head to toe.
And I cant let you go now because I had you since the beginning.
If you could look into my eyes.
I would say everything thats on my mind.
And I would be fine.
(the day would slip away and the day would slip away)
Aj, Kevin, Nick, Brian and Howie you made me a brighter sky.
And I wanna scream out loud if anyone hears...
And if you can touch my hand right now.
And if you can look in my eyes and see me.
And if you hug me so tight, I would believe.
How I wish you were next to me.....
If I could inhale the breath you breathe.
If you could sit and sing with me.
If I can be in your arms for a just a moment in time.
My only wish has come true.
I have seen you.
I love you guys forever.
This one about Kevin Richardson.
Verse One
Baby, you make me believe in eveything when I hear you.
You're an inspiration to me and your music changes me.
When I gave up, you came to me.
I regained my strenght.
This connection I've always felt for you.
You're filled my soul with inocence, love and peace.
And I know I'm noone to you.
And you're hundreds miles away and you don't know me.
And I won't see you ever again..
But if you only could see me. I would tell you......
Chorus
I need you until the end of time(Always in my mind)
This is not an obsession, you're such an inspiration to my heart.
I love the way you smile and sing.
You make all my problems drift away.
Somehow, you give me the strength to go on and on.
And I hope forever you'll stay.
I need you desperately by my side.
In so many ways , you'll never know.
You'll never know.
Verse Two
God, has given you a gift in disgiuse.
And I admire you for all you been through.
No, I have it pretty good.
And there's just something about you.
I can't deny it.
It's in your eyes and who you are.
I remember it all from the very start.
Chorus
I need you until the end of time(Always in my mind)
This is not an obsession, you're such an inspiration to my heart.
I love the way you smile and sing.
You make all my problems drift away.
Somehow, you give me the strength to go on and on.
And I hope forever you'll stay.
I need you desperately by my side.
In so many ways , you'll never know.
You'll never know.
BRIDGE
How i wish. You would see me for who i am.
Out of the millions and billions -I'm still here.
And i'll stay here. I promise and swear.
I love you, kevo and i dont care who knows.
Cuz you "rush over me" everytime i look into your eyes.
I miss you so much.....
Chorus- repeat
I love you.
I wrote this about Kevin too.
One Person
Verse One
I woudn't be able to see anything without you.
And I can't believe that I need you this much.
But I do. And I won't deny it.
Because I know it's true.
Chorus
You make me feel like I'm on top of the world.
It's the ultimate feeling.
Baby, you know it.
And I know no matter where I go, you'll always be with me.
In Spirit and mind.
And I can't wait for the day I get to look into your eyes
For the very first time and say "Thank you for being you.
There should be more people like you."
Verse Two
I fell in love with you when I was younger.
This obsession drives my hunger.
But what's the sin, if I just want to see you?
I want to hug you, too.
What could I do?Oh.
Chorus
You make me feel like I'm on top of the world.
It's the ultimate feeling.
Baby, you know it.
And I know no matter where I go, you'll always be with me.
In Spirit and mind.
And I can't wait for the day I get to look into your eyes
For the very first time and say "Thank you for being you.
There should be more people like you."
Bridge
And if someday I get blessed with meeting you.
I would freeze up and say " Can I hug you please?
Just to feel the warmth of your skin on me.
And I hope I can tell you everything I have to say.
Because I have pages of lyrics that I want you to read
And I promised myself I'll always be true to you..
You, oh, oh, oh.
Chorus
You make me feel like I'm on top of the world.
It's the ultimate feeling.
Baby, you know it.
And I know no matter where I go, you'll always be with me.
In Spirit and mind.
And I can't wait for the day I get to look into your eyes
For the very first time and say "Thank you for being you.
There should be more people like you."
I love Kevin Richardson! lol
Over you
Verse One:
I was young at heart.
And the memories seems so very far away.
Because you stole the piece of gold.
The innocence I had inside me.
And I ran very far.
Very distant from the childish world I knew.
I ran in circles to finally find.
Life goes on..without you.
Chorus:
I stand here today.
Proud of every word I say.
You can break my heart a million times.
But you can't steal who I am.
Cause I cried so many nights.
Lost everything I held so near.
But you can't steal my pride.
My pride makes me stronger everyday.
My smile is a part of me till the day I die.
I vow this to myself cause I'm over you.
Verse Three:
I had so many dreams.
You shattered them when you walked away.
No reason at all you gave.
I know you didn't feel the same.
But it's not fair.
It's not fair because you held my precious heart in your hands.
And I stayed up for nights. When I felt so low.
Writting about my life, questioned why things were so.
I couldn't move on, but now I see the light...
Chorus:
I stand here today.
Proud of every word I say.
You can break my heart a million times.
But you can't steal who I am.
Cause I cried so many nights.
Lost everything I held so near.
But you can't steal my pride.
My pride makes me stronger everyday.
My smile is a part of me till the day I die.
I vow this to myself cause I'm over you
Bridge:
Every girl who felt this way....
Let my words ease your pain.
You don't need to cry.
Cause we all stick by each other's side.
And I promise you things will get better.
It just takes time and love.
And when you have the courage,
I want you to stand up and say....
Chorus:
I stand here today.
Proud of every word I say.
You can break my heart a million times.
But you can't steal who I am.
Cause I cried so many nights.
Lost everything I held so near.
But you can't steal my pride.
My pride makes me stronger everyday.
My smile is a part of me till the day I die.
I vow this to myself cause I'm over you.
That's the way life goes.
You fall in love, and then you cry.
This I promise when you can't move on.
Just remember...
It evens out everytime.
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