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My feelings on bsb
Hello. "ALLRIGHT!." Right i left off with writting my personal thought for BSB. That i shall do but i have to
go get it. ( runs up steps, runs back down) (pauses) .......Here it is.
The Backstreet Boys (BSB) are a pop group that started in 1992. I got their first record in 1997, when it came out. The
group is made of 5 guys that all in special, in their own way. There's Kevin Richardson, who's currently 33, i think. He got
married around 2000.Then there's his cousin Brian Littrell ( B- rok), who got married too and now he's a father with a son,
BayLee. There's Nick Carter, the hertthrob of the group. Then there's (so sexy-lovely-hot) A.j. ( Alexander James) Mclean
who has the lead vocals along with Brian, Nick. Then there's Howard Dorough. ( Sweet D. ) I loved them for years.
Now I'm sure got some loose screws in my head, but i can't help myself. I mean i saw them live at z100 zootopia's 2005.
They were there and it was my first concert EVER!!! (so surreal) And then when it was June 14, 2005 I got off the bus and
I was wearing the shirt i got from the concert and i brought the cd. It was a million degrees but I didn't care.
There's a connection when i look at their pictures, or hear them sing, or even hear their speaking voices( I'm DEAD ASS
SERIOUS .. Kevin's voice is wow... especially in " All I have to give" the conversation mix. He's so awesome. The
thing is I feel personally ( since i never had a boyfriend b4) that EACH of them have qualities and characteristics that i
would want to have in a best friend or a boyfriend. Just take each of them and squeeze them into one. The thing is, I've never
adolized or been this close to any other pop group b4. Sure i like Nsync, but it's different.
I feel so close to bsb because they were my first pop group i ever listened too. And i remember back in the day, when
cassettes were the "big thing" and i used to listen to. Everyone listened to them. And it's like they ( the people
that they are, and personalities that they have and their voices which are unique ,sexy, refreshing, peaceful, ) All of this
preserves me. All of me. From drugs, sex, sin, guys. They preserve the innocence that I once had. It's like through their
voices they preach the truth. I mean Brian , who's Born Again Catholic, he's so CATHOLIC!!!. I mean that in a good way. In
every Thank You letter he wrote he wrote prayers and excepts from Psalms. He even made a song called "In Chirst Alone."
In faith , "In Chirst Alone", renewed my faith (b/c of my problems with school, life, and getting over mike) And
i fell in love with it the first time i listened to it.
But I love Kevin because from the minute i saw his face , it was unforgettable. I admire him so much because of his courage,
and strenght. I mean , he lost his dad August 26,1991 to cancer and he tries so much to be close to him. He wrote Never Gone
on the Never Gone album about his dad. He wants to become half the man he was. So, the fact that he lost his dad, he knows
what it's like to be through hard- shit. He plays the piano too. I like that cuz i used to play the piano but i qiut.
So I'm a fan outa millions, trillions, sure i know that. Sure i dont have cancer or some deadly disease that they have
to visit me as my last wish. ( Thank God i dont and i feel bad for the pple who do) But i have this burning, burning, desire
for as long as i knew them that i want to meet them. Ever since i was a little girl and since they got back on tour that i
would want to ( like to ) meet them. In person, face to face. I would wanna spend one day with one day ( if possible thw whole
group) I would personally want to talk them and thank them . I don't care where i would meet them. i don't want it to be 20
yrs from now. somewhere in the near future would be nice. Of course they need a couple of millions, or thousands of dollars?!?!
Where am i going to get that from? I just wish i could and im not going to stake out their concerts cuz im not like that.
I tried writting to Oprah for Wildest Dreams come true and well that didn't work out. They didn't answer back. I don't
know what to do . You know... it gets frustrating sometims. and this is all i want.
The desire to meet them , I think. will never fade. Ever fade. I used to know a lot of pple that loved them and then changed
as they grew up. And the desire and feelings they give to me won't fade. Because if i love them since 3rd grade , I won't
ever leave them behind. They were a part of me when i first heard them and they will forever wil be. I love the Backstreet
Boys forever. Im not ashamed about that. Nor anyone else should be. Brian said "it's OK to stand up for what you believe
in". They made me fall in love with music. With writting lyrics and other modern day artists . They were the seed. I
thank God for creating music because the ablity to write lyrics is priceless and the ablity to spread love, is special and
moving. Anyway, the BSB "never broke my heart yet." And i won't break theirs. They are my best "musical friend"
when no other song or artist can satisy the hunger or feeling i felt at the time. Thank you, God. Thank you ,Backstreet Boys.
Backstreet Boys forever!
Maybe im just a dreamer...
To all my friends that are reading this now , forgive me , if you think im crazy or deserved to be locked up. This is
just who i am and how i love them so much. whether you like them or not. I had to say this cuz it was eating me up inside.
Love you guys. Mwah.
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